Well,I could say that marriage life had been so far so good for me. I have a loving husband, nice in-laws. Everything went smoothly... Had been so free lately, happy go yishun find alexis and jo jie, happy go back mum's place stay a few days... haha. not much housework for me to do also... if never go out, stay at home wait for hubby to come home... everything is so well and so good... I thank God for that. Go church everyday sunday, the church is on the book of eph. quite fun and nice. May God continue to bless both families of ours. :D

It's has been so long Liao...!!! Lol!!

Wah, now then I realise that I so long never post blog Liao... Lol... Well I quitted my job and now focusing on marriage preparation... Yes, I'm getting married next year feb... 12.02.12, nice date huh... So there am I busying with my marriage things lor... Went to marriage preparation workshop, bliblical marriage course, photo shooting, food tasting and etc... It's tiring but enjoyable Luhs...thank God for His grace that He blessed me with a guy who really cares and dotes on me... He may not be the most wonderful guy but he is the most beautiful present that God won't ever blessed me... Thank God !!!

话语

有时候会想。

我究竟喜欢你什么。

我究竟在等你什么？

也许得不到的才真的是最好的。

又或者，我只是没有遇见，比你更好的。

你不知道某些时刻，我有多么难过。

你不知道，没有回应的等待，真的让人很累。

你不知道，我是鼓起了多大的勇气，才敢念念不忘。[

一次次反复。

哭累了，沉默了。

想放弃了，冷淡了。

可是时间一过，却又还是想念了。

放不下，忘不掉，戒不了，走不开。

身边的人都会心疼。

周围的人都会劝解。

可是为什么，我向左走，向右走，还是走不出爱你的圆。

告诉自己

让自己离开你

告诉自己

这是最后一次哭泣

很多事情，都是有界限的

很多时候，再坚强的人都是会累的。

我不是真的傻瓜，只是曾经为你心甘情愿。

很偶尔的

你会找我，联系我。

你的突然出现，还是会挑起我心里的弦。

只是，我也学会对你伪装了，不冷不热，不咸不淡。

然后听你轻轻地说，你变了。

我不知道，是该笑还是该哭。

也没有意义了，不是吗。　　只是很突然的

看到一个相似的身影

听到一个相似的声音

总会身不由己，总会陷入回忆

不过，慢慢的，我也学着放下了

不是我变了，是我真的无能为力了、我认输了。

我折腾不动了。

只是突然地

听见那些歌

突然想起你。

你会在哪里？

过得快乐或委屈？

每当听到这样的歌词，总是不由自主地想起我们。

只是，我知道，我们的爱再也回不到从前了。            

离开了，舍不得也要说再见…

Awake (:

All thanks to My dearest meimei ,Peiyu for telling me so much things of that JERK... I've seen through what kind of person he is le... And I'm thankful that I didn't go in too deep for that fellow... Haha... Anyway I was contented for this ending and now I've learnt to treasure my boy more le... Thank you him for always staying by my side... He didn't scold me for not being faithful cos' of that jerk... But instead, he shown me through love that he is the one for you... I guess that's what Love is all about bah... Through him, I feel bliss and happiness... Not forgetting God's love also... (: hmm... Was on my way to work now le... A good start of a day, hope everything's fine... Got lotsa' things for me to do today... I will jiayous de... Went massage with mummy and Peiyu ytd... Quite relaxing... And one stupid things is I cried ytd for that song... Lol... Damn stupid lor... But nvm la... 哭过了，痛过了，就是该对过去说再见的时后了... Hao ba, end here le la .. Cos I reach interchange le... (:

My mighty God

Disaster, pain, diffcult times , and problems brings people more nearer to God. Everytime when you feel that you grew deeper in Christainity, another obstacles came. It's part of God's moulding you and teaching you to grew more deeper with Him. There is no way to run and avoid the problems/ obstacles. God want to hear from you.

It's alright to tell God all about yourself even for the dark thoughts in your heart. He is not afraid of all the dark thoughts, He can handles all that.God will not scold or condemn you because of the dark thoughts in your heart but instead He let you to rest. A good example will be Elijah. Elijah reveal all his dark thoughts to God. And God allow him to rest and deal with him in a very gentle way. ( NIV 1 kings 19). God wants to drew u deeper to Him. The method of growing deeper with Him

may not be beautiful and sometimes bad or painful, but this is the way God saves you and let you grew deeper to Him.Reveal yourself to Him and He will refresh you. In any situation, Submit yourself to God,He will make things end in a more beautiful way. He will heal you and calm your heart.

God hold us very tightly when we feel like giving up be it is relationship or life. But most of time, we don't feel like talking to Him. But sin first. Most importantly, we need to talk to God about everything. God will handles all your problems, He is always by your side and following you. God want you to tell Him all your injustice and sometimes what we really need is the soft voice of comfort to comfort ourselves.

Our God is a great God. <3

This week...

Hmm... This week was quite a tiring week... Be it is physically or mentally... Watch big mommas with WZ on th Monday and got back home quite late... Lol... Didn't get to bed early due to some reason and realize that I am hungry whn i got home... Didn't manage to eat as I am too lazy and tired... Anyway was having a fun time for the outing as he is cute luhs.. Making comments that makes me laugh... (: had a small tiff with babyloves but everything was ok luhs... Th rest of the week is tiring as work is stressed up, Wednesday is the 10mths anniversary for me and my boy... Babyloves surprised me by bringing me out for dinner whereas he Nv go PFS... Stayed over at his place and went to work in the next morning luhs... Someone actually acc. Me to bugis on Thursday just to buy KOI... So nice right ?! Thank you so much yet... Although I feel bad that I let Th person wait Sooo long.. Hahas no choice lohs... I work woodlands lehs... Lol... Ok luhs... Shall stop here... Lastly , thanks the ppl whom make me laugh and smile on the week... I love you guys... <3

I'm sick... :(

Shall skip work today as I am not feeling well... Fever and tummy ache... Painpain huhs... Making me so uncomfortable... :( Hais... Called up mummy just now to tell her , my tummy pain... She ask me go ah ma hse find medicine... Th pain come and go lehs... How to eat... Babyloves rang me up also... He is going to work le... And xuebin is coming over to acc. Me go see doctor later... So nice of her... <3 kinda hungry now lehs... Just hope that he is there to be with me now but I know is impossible... Babyloves got to work yea... Hao le, I g